1. Compromise till you see fit
2. When everything seems well and fine, sabotage.
3. Move along, and repeat.
lol panic attack. When everything is close to perfect you tend to think that there’s always something bad that will come along. sak jak sikda. note to self: chill the fuck out.
If I don’t sell these before the show ends, they are going to gather dust in my closet for years to come. I don’t want that for them. You don’t want that for them, either.
merp. I washed my face and changed my clothes and don’t smell like you anymore :(
After regularly, masochistically Facebook stalking her I think to myself;
"This new girl is perfect… in all the ways I’m not.”
"I’ve seen you bawl your eyes out a gazillion times before eventho you hid it. And I don’t want you to go through that again ever again because I love you. Don’t let anyone change your principles and don’t go all double-standard-ing on all your advises that you gave people. Apply all your wisdom statements that you gave to us. It’s brilliant. It helped us. And you should follow it yourself. Be happy again pls"- N
" fuck what everyone thinks. You know your worth. You’re too young to feel this old. You have me." -F
"whatever you’re going through is normal. Just count your blessings." -A
Think all I can feel is hate now. Just cant tell on what. Pretty pathetic, I know. But hey, at least its something.
Everyone pretends. No doubt about that. Its the illusions of making you feel better about yourself, thinking that you’re fine. Showing it to others that you’re strong. And when everyone is out of sight, you’re on your own again. Its tiring I must say. Definitely the reason why I cant be alone at all.
Honey, who moves on that fast? Definitely not me. But then again, I have my own ways to deal with things and I dont owe anyone an explanation. I just need someone to vent out to. And I welcome this phase that I’m going through right now. I know this will happen. I’ll just have to wait for it to go away. And you have no idea how much I want to just run to you and hide my face in your chest. Or just talk to you.
But that wouldnt be fair.
So I’ll keep pretending till its really over.
i tried to scroll past this but
Soulmate, is that you?
B-I-T-C-H // [LISTEN] + “Wake up every morning and tell yourself that you’re a badass bitch from hell and that no one can fuck with you and then don’t let anybody fuck with you.”
1. bitch - plastiscines // 2. 212 - azealia banks // 3. bubblegum bitch - marina and the diamonds // 4. wings - little mix // 5. r.i.p - rita ora // 6. manners - icona pop // 7. don’t save me - haim // 8. she’s not me - lana del rey // 9. homewrecker - marina and the diamonds // 10. bad karma - ida maria // 11. hello - iggy azalea ft. joe moses // 12. upgrade u - beyonce ft. jay-z // 13. how to be a heartbreaker - marina and the diamonds // 14. get some - lykke li // 15. hurricane drunk - florence and the machine // 16. young blood - the naked and famous
So my friends and I had a heart-to-heart talk last night after they forced me to spill the beans. It was good. It was nice. Sucks that Mr Archer have to go so soon when I really need him the most. Made a deal that he has to come back with the winning trophy! …and my lighter. And I love it when we start yapping about certain topic all night.
I love it when they know I needed someone to talk to
I love it when they understand what I’m going through
I love it that they wont get tired of my stories because they know that I’m new to this …course in life(?)
I love how they try to make me feel better.
I love it when I dont need to say anything, but they’re just there.
And I know for a fact that the people I’m with right now, wont be around forever because you know, life. But what matters the most is right now. They were there in times of need. And you can be sure as hell that I’ll stay for as long as I can. No drama, just good times.
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